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bEeN pOnDeRiNg tIs oVeR n OvEr aGaIn...
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hOw cAn i LeT tIs hApPeN??
WaT hVe i DoNe??
nOt onLy hVe i sELf dEsTrUcT i HvE oSo rUiN oThErS LiFe!!
iM dEpReSS...
LoSt...
bUt tHerEs nOtHiNg mUcH i CaN dO nOw...
dE dAmaGe hAs BeeN dOnE...
i SeEk tAt hE LL fOrGiVe mI fOr My oWn SeLfIsHNeSs...
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iF i nOe WaT i ReaLi wAn n Be mOrE DecIsIvE aLL tIs wOnT hApPeN...
wAt a LoUsY AsShOLe Im!!
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